I was lost
Sitting in green grass
Dressing my black dress
The sun shined between my fingers
The tears still falling from my face
Everything was gorgeous except me
I was broken inside

My life is boring
So bore that sometimes i prefer sleep
The sleep make me happy
Because when i am sleeping
I dream with you
I am in the dark without you
Without your skin
Without your smile
Without your eyes

My body feel the pain
My heart feel the cold
My soul feel the silence
My eyes still looking for your eyes

I need you all the time
I need you like i need breath
I breath you and my heart only beats for you
Because of you i still alive
"I love you " is the words taht i want speak for you ,
But they run away from my mouth
And you will never know my feelings

Coldly i could die but i cant cut my life with my own hands
the pain inside my soul is more dificult that i imagined
the sorrow and bad feelings still in my mind
The colored life abandoned me
I am live in the shadows
Sounds in my mind bother me
My life became a bloody river
Where the water is red and all is death

I want the dark sounds and the empty go away
Where the things that were here gone?
why they leave me ?
why they leave me with sorrow
I want silence in my head
For my life dont be more a bloody river
For my life dont be more a barren garden
For my life be a shinning river and colorful garden
Where the flowers will grow up with your leaves
Shining for the sun


obs:Minha primeira poesia em ingles ^^ I am very happy ^^